it's christmas and i'm pmsing like fuck.
and i just wanna break down and start crying about nothing
and run away from home and board a train and drink my stupid sorrows away.
i hate my family. i hate church. i hate food. i hate how i look. i hate everything.
i hate how i'm done with college apps but i feel so tied down. to what? i don't even know.
goddamit. i hate pmsing.
UPDATE
turns out i'm not pmsing. my parents think i'm having "withdrawal" symptoms and i kind of agree with them.
now that college apps are over, i dont really have anything to work towards. so i'm lost at what i'm supposed to do i guess. =______= i've been munching on ice to pass time.
