when i eat so much my stomach feels like it's going to explode and i wish i could just barf it all out or reverse time and not eat so much but then i feel like a wimp for not being able to go through with it then i feel guilty because it seems like i'm becoming bullimic even though i'm definitely not.
then the next morning i try not to eat much so i semi starve myself but then when i come back from school i just stuff myself because i feel like i deserve it, and then it just turns into this vicious cycle.
and all my diets last 3 hrs max.
=.= herp derp.
