My Day:
today has been a very good day :)
albeit it was not very productive (especially with academic matters), but i feel revitalized haha
i went to japantown today cuz my dad had to go to sf to send his coworker to the airport anyway. I SAW MICHELLE AT THE AIRPORT LOLz. what a coincidence! but yee. japantown was fun :)) had 1.5 of Sophie's Crepes. OMG SO GOOOD :Q___ nutella flavored. with whipped cream. OMNOMNOM
then my family just walked around for like 3 hours haha. ooh i also had this delicious cold ramen :))) i like food
everything was so frickin expensive tho :( i got ripped off. i bought these three flashcard flippy things for $1.60 each and i was like "hey! this may be the only thing in this store that has a reasonable price!" then i walked a lil more and saw the same exact thing, that actually comes in a 3pack, for $1.95. the eff :(
but with that aside, IT WAS SUPER FUN :D
then i went home and chilled and listened to good music :)
the end.
Random Thoughts and Stuff:
- I never really had a passion. Or maybe I did but I grew out of it. idk. but I really want to have a passion. I've been thinking recently, that if I could have a passion and have the opportunity and the will to cultivate it, it'd be in dance. :))) so GUESS WHAT! I think I'm going to take up Chinese Dance again!!! yeeeeeeee~! super excited!!!
- it sucks being asian. it really does :( not that i don't love being asian, but we have to work so much harder just because all the other asians work this hard. =___= and the thing is, obviously my parents want me to work this hard, but they don't really expect it. like they'd be fine if i slacked a TEENSY bit. tbh, most of the pressure comes from everyone else around me. they're just all way too pro. sighh :( instead of studying all the time, i'd rather be super indie or something and exercise and eat organic food and just bask in the sun and make bracelets and strum my guitar :) it sucks because all my relatives back in asia are having so much fun; they go to clubs, hang out with friends all the time, and have so much freedom to go anywhere and do anything. they have lives omg :( forrealz i was stalking up this singaporean girl's blog (cousin's cousin's friend LOL) and she seems to have so much more dimension than me. i need more character. and a life.
and a boyfriend. lolz jk ;)
- i miss home. sometimes i get super nostalgic and on the verge of tears lolz. it's funny because for me, singapore is the place where possibilities are endless. and i can actually make it happen. like when i want to go to the mall, my mom totally trusts me to take public transport and go there myself. or if i want to eat food, it takes me 2 minutes to get there. WALKING. if i don't like the food there, i'll just walk for another 3 minutes to get to Centre :) things are reasonably priced, and i feel as if everyone walking has a direction. a motivation. a goal. i guess i really admire that because i'm still confused by my goals in life. atm it's college. and marriage. but that just sounds so vapid :/ but yee :) i would totally apply to a singaporean college, except i've rationalized that if i go to a singaporean college, i can only succeed in singapore. if i go to an american college, i can go anywhere i want (including singapore). hopefully my college will have some exchange program where i can go to singapore for like a semester :D
shallow things i like: i lose hella weight and there's good eye candy ;)
- i've realized that for every single wish i've asked from God, he has always granted them. albeit it took me awhile to realize, and most took a few years to be fulfilled, but he has granted them nonetheless. and each one of those wishes didn't turn out like i thought they would, but i treasure all of em. each one taught me important lessons and i'm just so happy i have God in my life <3
- my parents are so frickin cute <3 hahahha
- i love long car rides :) it's always the best time to think haha. all those fantasical situations that i wish could happen but never would. :) fun stuff.
- dream jobs: flight attendant. chinese dance dancer (lol wtf sounds weird). pole dancing (OKAY yeah i know this is wtf, but forrealz, THEY ARE SO FRICKIN PRO. i like the artsy aspect of it. not the aspect of inducing lust =______=)
