in a mere ten minutes, i can go from feeling poop-like to being stuck in lalaland :)))
maybe i just get happy easily
speaking of my joyful character, i wasnt always like this, contrary to popular belief.
my early childhood was quite rough. i think i only found true happiness after i moved from singapore to america.
i was able to suppress, actually more like temporarily discard, all those unhappy memories and scary experiences.
i cleared my mind and was ready to live my life all over again. like a tabula rasa.
now i'm gloomy again :(( i really do think i'm bipolar. =.=
